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Zen and the Art of Writing (read)

I’m not sure Ray Bradbury would’ve succeeded as a writer in this era (2000’s or perhaps a bit earlier). Every one thinks their time is different, and in a lot of ways it is, but in no way is it more noticeable than economics. (More on that later.)

I finished reading “Zen in the Art of Writing” by Ray Bradbury. Overall it was a decent read. I’ve read other crafting books that have assignments and practice examples with encouragements to “follow along”. This book was not that. It is a series of essays (and poetry – long form poetry!) he has written over decades, reflecting on his life and writing career.

It was highly inspirational and encouraging but after a time, it became repetitive. There’s only so many ways an author can say “WRITE! and be free.”

Here’s how I summed it up to my writing group:

  • Write all the F’ing time.
  • Read everything, everywhere, all the time. Poetry, essays, scientific journals, nature journals, watch movies, and especially read from authors you admire and want to write like. You’ll imitate at first but eventually you and the muse will help you find your voice.
  • Write some more.
  • If you chase cash (the publishing industry is heavily commercialized now, don’t you know? (He wrote that in the 1960’s). You must have passion.) you’ll make money but you’ll look back later and say, “Why didn’t I write what I wanted?”
  • Write you fool. Write.
  • Take inspiration from your own life and the people in them. Even the bad experiences can be molded into stories.
  • Are you writing yet?
  • Feed the muse and the muse will eventually get out of the way. A subconscious partnership will evolve. How do you do that? You f’ing write. Damn, I’ve said this before!
  • Be authentic to yourself. Have passion for your writing. Have a need. A compulsion to write. When it calls you, follow. Unless it means abandoning your kids. But even still, try to do it when they are sleeping.

This was halfway through the reading and nothing critical changed in his message by the end. He is consistent. And prolific. A heaping of words begets a quality after a time. To sum up his idea.

But he wasn’t just about throwing words on a page. His approach was meditative, intentional. His thinking—or non-thinking—was that when you get to the point of writing, like breathing, it becomes automatic. When you think of breathing you can labor at it. When you let go of the effort and work of writing you become free. Your muse steps back and you relax.
He was basically talking about the concept of “flow” before it hit the public vernacular.
All this is well and good and something I think he is right about. How do you get good? Practice, i.e. write.

And yet all this being said, a story he related when he sold his first novels “Martian Chronicles” and “Illustrated Man” stuck in my mind, and I couldn’t shake it.

He sold these books in the late 1940’s and says he got an advance of $1,500. Here’s the kicker. This was enough to pay for his rent for a year, expenses for living, and a down payment on a small house. Inflation is amazing! But there’s more to it than that. Oh, yeah, he also had a kid during this same year.

Even with inflation this is nowhere near enough to live on for a single person, let alone a family, in 2023, or even the last twenty years. That amount is $18,215.04! I’m not an economist but this seems off. Something else is going on here.

Now don’t get me wrong, if I sold two novels for $18k today, I’d be ecstatic, and know that royalties would be forthcoming for a while. But I wouldn’t quit my day job. Would you?

Writing is all Ray Bradbury did. According to this book, he did not have a secondary income. He put all his time and focus into writing. His advice was to do what you like and want to be as a writer and the money will come later. But if you write for the commercial or fame, you will always be lacking, creatively, emotionally, and dare he say spiritually.

What writer today with a family can do that? What writer today without a family?

I’m steering a bit away from the “craft” in this post but this can not be ignored. There is a fundamental difference between when these giants (Bradbury, Asimov, Tolkien, Huxley) were writing and now. The world is not the same. It does not have the same opportunities, pressures, and yet it has even greater ones; the internet, self-publishing, print on demand, instant global reach with social media (ugh), and a wide acceptance of science fiction and fantasy.

Even still a successful writer selling two books would be under the poverty level for the US. They just sold two books! How far would that $18,000 actually go? Starvation, living on the streets or with three roommates, does not lend itself to writing well.

I haven’t sold a book yet so what is a typical advance? Are the publishing houses of today loose with money? Are they splashing money around like a lotto-winner one week after cashing that check? Or are they even more selective? Cautious?

Okay, enough of that…

I think his core message is solid.
Work. Relax. Don’t think.

Chase not the money but the creativity. Write what you like and be true to your writing and yourself.

If you are writing, you write because you enjoy it. You have a need to be creative through words, and you have characters who want to tell their story. You write because of ideas. You write for adventure and exploration. You write to be you.

Is there any other reason?

-Malcolm

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How do I measure thee? Let me count the ways. (Jan. 2023)

“In a contest of will the universe always wins.” – Malcolm Sterling

Let’s start with raw numbers—for the TLDR crowd. The month’s goals were to read a certain number of books and write for a set amount of time.

For January 2023 those would be:

Week 1:
Reading: 6 / 5
Writing: 3 / 10
– Free writing: 0/5
– Writing,Drafting,Edit: 3/5
Week 2 –
Reading: 5 / 5
Writing: 6 / 10
– Free writing: 2/5
– Writing,Drafting,Edit: 4/5
Week 3 –
Reading: 4 / 5
Writing: 5 / 10
– Free writing: 3/5
– Writing,Drafting,Edit: 2/5
Week 4 –
Reading: 5 / 5
Writing: 6 / 10
– Free writing: 2/5
– Writing,Drafting,Edit: 4/5
Week 4.5 –
Reading: 1 / 2
Writing: 3 / 5
– Free writing: 1/2
– Writing,Drafting,Edit: 2/2
January 2023 Weekly Metrics

Monthly Total
Reading –
– Short Stories – 21 of 22 (Yeah!)
– Novel – Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain – 1 of 1 (Sweet!)
– Crafting Novel – Zen in the Art of Creative Writing by Ray Bradbury – 1 of 1 (Kill’a Sweet!)

Writing –
– Free Writing – 8 of 22 (Oh no!)
– Drafting – 15 of 22 (Getting better!)

But wait, there’s more. . .

In the aggregate this isn’t so bad for the first month of a thirty-three month (1000 days) project. It’s gonna take some time to get the rhythm and scheduling down.

I completely tripped on some of the weekly and monthly goals, and was only able to focus on the daily tasks. This kept me busy enough so I’m not sure how realistic separate weekly and monthly goals are going to be for writing. But let’s continue with it for a bit longer before making any drastic changes. I just got my boots on.

The positive takeaway from this project, if nothing else, is that I have read more in the last month, than I have in years! I’m almost in tears thinking about this. What wasted time. Why did I ever stop reading for fun?

The free writing I did was an exploration of first person POV. I’m working on a short story with that POV and I need some practice. A lot of sci-fi, fantasy, is close third person, and that’s what my stories have been, well are, so getting some first person exposure and exercise is warranted. It’s neat to see how POV flavors have changed over time. Several of the short stories for this month were specifically chosen because of their first person POV usage.

Many of the free writing sessions I used as exercises in personal journaling. (Note to self, delete all free writing from January 2023.)

There were a few free writing sessions that sparked short story ideas and took place in books that are still in the drafting stages. I was excited about those and they are now in the pile of drafts for fleshing out into short stories before tackling the books in those universes.

Zen in the Art of Writing by Ray Bradbury. Overall a good book, but as the decades progressed the essays started repeating. I’ll do a posting about my thoughts on this book as well as Huckleberry Finn. Not sure if I’ll do this for every novel I read, but in the spirit of “1000 Days to an MFA”, I should at least do one for the crafting books.

Yeah, this was a pretty decent month. There are things I will considering adjusting—track time, not just sessions—but how much do I want to be a slave to the metrics? “If you can’t measure it, you can’t manage it,” said my Administration course professor in college. So there is that.
But they also said, “You manage processes, you lead people.” For a computer science degree program this was a statement not said enough. There was a lot of emphasis on the technology. Often it’s lost that technology only exists because of people making decisions about that very technology and how it’s used.

But before I start to soapbox a rant about technology and how its promise of making things better for us all appears to have gone askew, I’ll close with the short stories I read. Recommended ones are marked with an asterisk(*).

2nd – My Father’s Mask – Joe Hill
3rd – Raphael – Stephen Graham Jones
4th – Paperclips and Memories and Things That Won’t Be Missed – Caroline M. Yoachim
5th – Falling Leaves – Liz Argall
6th – Not Smart, Not Clever – E. Saxey
8th – Microbe – Joan Slonczewski (*)

9th – The October Game – Ray Bradbury (This one upset me a bit. I was not expecting it. It made me sad.)
11th – The Graveless Doll of Eric Mutis by Karen Russell
11th – Likeness – Judith Chalmer; Crashdown – Emma Osborne; Graveyard Rose – Seanan McGuire
12th – Afterparty – Daryl Gregory
15th – The Turing Machines of Babel by Eric Schwitzgebel (***) (apex-magazine.com or Amazon link)

16th – L’APPEL DU VIDE by Rich Larson
18th – Living Rooms by Laurie Tom (*)
19th – The Black Side of Memory by Lael Salaets
20th – Legendaire by Kai Ashanti Wilson

23rd – Lisa With Child by Alex Black
24th – Not in the Flesh by Adam Colston
25th – Seeing Double by Tom Crosshill
26th – Exanastasis by Brad R. Torgersen (*)
27th – Poison Inside the Walls by Scott W. Baker

31 Jan – Confliction by Simon Cooper

One can measure success through actionable intentions, even if the goals are not fully met, or even met at all. I tend to mix a bit of both. Intentions are great but if you only intend and never actually do anything, what are your intentions worth? (“Thoughts and Prayers”)

The smallest, poorly executed action upon an intention is infinitely better than the intention itself. Or as someone more versed than myself put it, “Anything worth doing, is worth doing badly.” — G. K. Chesterton

In that spirit, onward to February 2023.
-Malcolm

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Gut check

Things are moving along, and course corrections are needed, but overall the “1000 Day to an MFA” program is on track.

I’ve stopped reading Huckleberry Finn – no offense to Mark. The voice was fine, and historical nuggets were interesting (and I love history), but the story was just not enough to keep me going.

NOTE: The best short story I read last week, and I read several, was The Turing Machines of Babel by Eric Schwitzgebel. Apex magazine issue 98. (apex-magazine.com or Amazon link)

I have a copy of Zen in the Art of Writing by Ray Bradbury which I’ll be starting this weekend. I’ll use this extra time from dropping Finn, to start on the next reading book: Red Rising by Pierce Brown. The person who recommended it said it was dense and clocks in at 401 pages. So, times a’ wasting.

An inspiring event occurred with the other writer, “Ian” (not real name), that is in my group. He finished his first short story, a horror suspense style story. Took him eight days. Any good? Well, to be fair, Ian is already very good, and his first drafts are better than my tenth drafts, but for eight days, this was a solid story and well crafted. We spent an hour+ talking about the layers, lamp posts, callbacks, etc. he wrote into the narrative, some he didn’t even realize. Ten thousand hours to become a professional and let your subconscious write for you? (“10k hours” has been debunked by the way, still, sometimes you go on autopilot.)

I’ve been able to continue with micro “free writing” exercises in the ten to fifteen minute range, but still struggling to get a solid hour for pure writing. Even so, came up with the start of an idea for a short story in the world of a novel I’ve been working on for years. Got me excited about it again. Although, ten minute sessions do not lend themselves to a lot of crafting, and I feel those snippets of writing will take a lot to knit back together. Still… progress.

Expect a wrap-up for the month of January as the next post.

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A rough start, but a start.

Reading is easier than writing. Kinda like how appreciating a piece of art is easier (and quicker) than reading. Even if artists take just as much time to produce a work as a writer would—and they often do—the human brain is optimized for the visual in its nature. Not a lot of dangers in the wild shaped like letters.

My journey for 1000 Days to an MFA has started off slow, disappointingly so at times.

But I knew this going in. It’s going to take time to develop the routine. It’s also going to take time for the kids to grow up just a little bit more so they aren’t so dependent on me (or the wife) for constant attention.

I’ve found that pulling out an Kindle on the couch and reading to be a much more tolerable, and doable, experience while the kids are in the living room, than slapping a computer on my lap and banging away at the keyboard. Even going back to my analog roots with pen and paper tends to draw them to me like bugs to a light source.

Not that I don’t mind them being interested in writing. This weird thing daddy is doing, where strokes of a pen on paper make funny shapes, like the ones on their wooden blocks, is fascinating, but it’s simply not productive or even mentally helpful. And so reading it is, for now.

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1000 Days to an MFA

“People ask me to predict the future, when all I want to do is prevent it. Better yet, build it. Predicting the future is much too easy, anyway. You look at the people around you, the street you stand on, the visible air you breathe, and predict more of the same. To hell with more. I want better.”

Ray Bradbury, Beyond 1984: The People Machines, 1979

I also want better. Not just for the world around us, but also myself. Can I be a Bradbury, Asimov, Bester, PKD, Le Guin? What hubris to even think it?

While, these are fantastic role models for a writer (writing craft only, not their personal lives), I’m reminded of the affirmation, “The only person you should compare yourself to is your former self.” Well, I’m okay, but there’s room for improvement. 8^)

In our first writing group meeting of the year we did an informal discussion, and some light-hearted ribbing, on our plans and ever extending deadlines for this year.

One of our members mentioned they were doing a program first promoted by Ray Bradbury on how to improve your writing – 1000 Days to an MFA. There are daily, weekly, monthly, and yearly goals.

Over the years I have fallen behind on things I love to do. The evening isn’t getting any longer.

Taking inspiration from giants of the past and the friends of the present, I’m going to work on my future.

And so. The plan:

DAILY
WRITING:
– 10 mins of free-writing
– 60 mins of writing (editing, outlining, or writing)
– 30 mins of drafting (new)
READING:
– One (1) short story, or poem.

MONTHLY / BI-MONTHLY
WRITING:
– Finish One(1) short story (bi-monthly)
– One(1) blog post on website
READING: (Book List)
– Read one(1) craft book (bi-monthly)
– Read at least one novel

WEEKLY
WRITING:
– Drafted one(1) short story or
one(1) deep character profile
READING:
– Read one(1) article on writing

ANNUAL GOALS
WRITING:
– 12+ short stories (zero draft or better)
– 12+ blog posts
READING:
– 365+ short stories/poems
– 52+ articles on writing
– 6+ books on the craft of writing
– 12+ novels

This may be overly ambitious; I work full-time. It may be a setup for failure; I have two kids under four whose priorities come first. But it’s a start that’s been a long time coming.

Here’s to renewed endeavors. After all, I published two short stories last year! Keep the momentum going. Build healthy habits. Writing habits. Every day. Every week. Every month.

What plans do you have for the year and beyond?

-Malcolm

“The most dangerous risk of all — the risk of spending your life not doing what you want on the bet you can buy yourself the freedom to do it later.”

Randy Komisar, The Monk and the Riddle: The Education of a Silicon Valley Entrepreneur
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I am very excited to have this site online, even more so to be able to offer my stories to you. While writing is not a full time job, it is a life-long endeavor.

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-Malcolm Sterling

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